Very important thing...!!!

Now I nearly no mood to blog. Don't know what to blog about. Arhh!!! I remember one very important stuff. For those who know Kheng hooi, we must congrat him because he has made one step closer to the door of success. Don't ask me for details, I will not bocor any rahsia. The rahsia, u know I tau la....

Ah!!! I want to enroll for the tioman trip. This is for sure. It's like been decades I never been to Tioman liao... This time going with my Uni frens leh... Surely will have lots of fun... And also, I almost forget one thing, congrats to Yik Wai, since he already couple liao... and also wei kit, he also couple liao... Among these four ppl, Im the only one lol... Sad case...

And this one, it's very important because I suspect that I have short term memory lost... eg. today I really concentrate hardly on my studies, tomorrow morning, I can forget everything. THIS IS SERIOUS PROBLEM MAN!!! Its a waste of time and effort. Eventhough I did some exercise I also can forget the formula...... Shit case...

And this is fairly important too... I hate my housemates, they seem to have lots of free time. Even though I have free time, they tend to have more... However, I pity KLCK oso la, since he doesnt have any free time... Peat oso, keep rushing lots of assignments... In fact, there's something I don wan to face. Tutorials. I don do tutorials. Jus copy nia.... Lazy
And KLCK keep telling me that he has a 4eva-undone project... cannot finish due to certain reason. He cannot make it right, bcz keep failing probably due to lack of XXXXXXXXX gua... ahaha jokin jokin...

And I promise this is very important tooooooo.... U see, our course rep, which so happen to become our group member, of 5, for environmental engineering. He informed us that our group is selected for a discussion with Sg ppl, for a talk, a short one. Initially, I was like : ??? Wah, y i always so lucky in this certain things one??? 4D i nvr kena la, this shit i kena always. WTF....
But if u think toward positive way, u might figure it out it's actually a good turning for us, bcz we have the opportunity tat normal undergraduates don. Positive huh? But wat if things turn out badly? for eg, bcz of difference in opinion and talk until beh song? then masam muka, then baling kerusi dan meja??? atau pn macam iraq punya wartawan baling kasut??? wah, spoil my handsome punya image liao la!!!!

And lastly, the most important, wat do u think I look like? Look like a child? a handsome one?
I really dono... my coursemates said that im cute wor.... dono how true... but at least i think its false statement... y? bcz i starred at the mirror, looking deeply into the mirror. And I also asked, mirror mirror on the wall, who's the cutest of them all? but the mirror din show my face wor.... LOL... I din feel like Im cute, instead I look fierce if i don smile, I look stupid if i smile.... these statements quoted by my coursemates.... True kah? How true? This one i really tak tau...

Alright, time for me to rest. Ja mata... bye bye

I love darkness

Haiz, right now I dont care what he wants to do, its up to him and I don wanna care anymore. Im jus wanna live happily for the rest of my life nia... haha




Haha, don talk abt that anymore...
Right now, I love dark forces... Dark forces flowing through my body, yes, I love it, it makes me feel good... this sentence normally can be seen in Anime...

This is my laptop skin. It cost me RM16.00 nett.

Nice boh? My mom thinks that Im sick. Sick in dark forces. This could be improved if theres flame around the face. Jus like ghost rider... lol





Geng leh!!! One more screen shot.

Evil face appearing like tat, emerging from the boundary of the good, releasing enormous amount of dark aura.... yeay... Love it. Love to be bad with good characteristics...






Ha, finally I changed my bag, y? bcz the purple one sudah rosak. If not I wont use this one... The purple one i think sudah 3 tahun... Geng leh, I love my things, so I don really throw them away, jus put them aside... so my mom always scold me for making our house as landfills.....







My friends said during foundation, once they see my bag in computer lab, they know Im there. So now, guys, trace me with this new baggie... Haha, I forgot to rotate it...
Pls don think tat my room is untidy, jus tat the sekelompok cloth behind my bag is not mine... take note tat lo...

Come KLCK, spy me, stalk me as much as u wan... Many ppl use blue color bag lo... hard to spy.... Nah.... lol this bag's color is nt eye catching....




And 1 more thing, I wonder so many ppl complaining that rapidshare and megaupload provide slow speed downloads. In fact, I do not agree with them. See this prove... Im using 512 kbps line... if u divide it by 8, u will get 64 KB, and I got the speed, so I wonder.... who's lying????





This one, I took this picture because too rare... Its rare to snap a picture of cats fighting... And Im too free to do such a thing... lol



Not kissing, its fighting, until the fur is 'flying' upwards.... lol

Haha, bored ma, so I took it....

I think saya sudah masak, mau cari girl fren.... lol KLCK pasti ada yang sangat Nice kan??? Introduce some, don be so selfish.... Lol...

joking nia... if wan oso can de.... Lol

From Single and Available...

I hate to go home

Sometimes, my friends are curious why I don't go back home on weekends, since I'm KL people. Haha. They know nothing. I hate to go back because I need to take 2 hours trip, including LRT and bus. It isnt that far though, but compare to Johor or other people, they took 4 hrs to go back, which is double of my time. Wahsai, I'm local nia...

And one more thing, Kelvin said ask your father and fetch la... Haha, don dream la... altho Im his son, but he treated me like 2nd class citizen. His nephew and his family (not me, my sis and my mom) he cares more for his brothers sisters and parents. He treated his immediate family like nothing. He is willing to fetch his nephew from putrajaya to Sekinchan, near tanjong karang and Kuala Selangor. This is FREAKING far. And he thinks that fetching me HOME from KL to Subang IS　FURTHER than fetching his newphew.
zzzz... seems to be hopeless...

So I felt that, these few years, starting from foundation, I felt that I ve grown alot. Transform from a dependent kid into an independent one. I don put much hope on him either. So now, what Im thinking is I plan to spend the least money for my Uni life, to create my great path for my future, with my bare hands. I don wanna rely on him bcz i think he doesnt have the sincerity for my family. And sometimes, he thinks like a small kid, while saying me im not matured, and keeps getting trouble for him... WTF??? I din do anything wrong but he still reprimand me like that, as if Im the prisoner.

Last time, I did things according to my pace, that's only suits my own one. And sometimes, I failed to inform him on certain things, he scolded me. Fine enuf, And now I ve changed, but he didn. He is scolding me while he is the one who did that. ( i din simply say one, i got prove one.) When I told him the wrong things he have done, he jus gimme masam muka punya look, like Im the one who is wrong....

So I WANNA SAY HERE, ADULTS, PLS DON THINK THAT U R RIGHT ALL THE TIME, BCZ WHAT U R THINKING IS JUS IN UR POSITION, U NVR THINK OF OTHER PPL....
THIS IS FKING TRUE, I CAN CAP JARI!!!

I hate to go home, there's another reason behind... & u know wat?? When in foundation, me and my sis first had our very own computer. Family computer. Few years b4 that, my father bought computer for my cousin. His nephew. While our house have pentium2 computer. So u can see how caring he is to his OWN SON. wow. Great. B4 i entered foundation, my mom quarreled alot with my dad. No choice, she had to fight for this right. I knew that my mom had suffered these years, they quarreled bcz of my dad's attitude. Haha, now Im crying. Cant hold it any longer. We, as his immediate family gain nothing more than his nephew, his bro and sis... everyday, we save money, we save it in bank, and he jus use it and feed his parents and siblings.

Things like tat happened to me all the times, I din tell anyone. Now it seems to me, really incompressible redi. My heart has full of loads. These loads. I wonder if Im the one who is ill, lying on the bed, will he see me boh.. I wonder
I wish I lie on the bed, got AIDS or cancer or watever, at least he cares for me, care for my family, even for a second. I would be very happy liao.... I wish for nothing more.
I have a sad family, who knows? Who to be blamed on? Lucks.. Even my mom fell sick, he wont fetch her to hospital, mom did it on her own. When his brothers or sisters fell sick, his the one... even fetch from Sekinchan to Subang SJMC... Bill who pay? No need to mention u oso know who...

I cant keep it anymore, its hard to keep. Even im smilling, my heart is screaming in agony and sorrowness... +~NobodyKnows~+




But don worry, my future wife, I wont follow my dad's footsteps, I will treat ur parents and my parents equally, and the most important, my kids and wife....




written by stupid Yi Gang

Interesting post too...

Recently, I heard tons of news saying that UTAR this and UTAR that. A lot of nonsense, rumors, and now emerge from the mouth of those people who have no proof to it. Apparently, UTAR is STILL growing, and logically, it takes time to improve, even mere step by step. However, some idiot outside, who think that UTAR sux and we are stupid for making an unwise decision, spending our years and money studying IN ORDER to further our studies in a wrong Uni. So lets make things simple. They think their Uni is good and better, foremost, the best of all. (yeah right) They keep claiming that UTAR system is bad and bla bla bla, claiming this without any strong foundation will prove that they are real baka. In other words, they cannot become a SMART lawyer since they just claim things blindly. Lol.

So, I would like to take this golden opportunity to get some ideas and comments from UTARians on how is UTAR. Well, if your answers are like the lecturers aren't dedicated or what else that involves the lecturers' performance, please don't mention it. Uni is a place to self-study, not waiting for mumy and pupy to spoon-feed you. (I understand this very well, but I don't usually practice it. xp) A lecturer's job is to guide you, showing the right path, although the path is full of barriers or spikes everywhere, they aren't responsible to CARRY YOU throughout the whole route. Remember this. And I do appreciate what they had thought me, although some of those valuable knowlegde I already forgotten. Especially foundation lecturers, Mr. Ong, Ms Wong, Ms Joyce, they are dedicated and you cannot say that they didn't do their jobs. And some rediculous reasons, altering the true fact of responsible lecturers, quoted by those who are so happened NOT to be UTAR undergraduates or graduates.

Above of all these, they seem to be having the intention to spoil UTAR image, saying all those rubbish which doesn't even have solid reasoning. In fact, some of them are really bullshiting. And there lots of brawls and quarrels among Universities' undergraduates. And the factor that caused this tragedy to happen was the proudness of the students for being UTAR undergraduates. Come on, be a bit mature, even I have the boyish face with a matured mind. Stop this unneccessary quarrels, other people will find it like a baby fight. And I personally think that, which Uni doesn't matter. What really matters is the quality. Definitely you will ask me about " what quality ". UTAR quality? Nope, it's your own quality. Your quality of being YOUR Uni graduates. What's more?

Some even argued that Harvard Uni, is the top Uni currently, and what is the reason behind this? Well, I absolutely will shoot them back, why is Harvard top, above all Uni that it's the best? Top rated in the world? A simple yet logic question came out from my mind.

"You define good UNI as having good teaching system. Then allow me to ask, is it good in Spoon-feeding? If so, then that UNI has nothing better." And I don't like Uni with lots of Malay. Why? It's not that I am racist or what, is just that I experienced lots of upset and unhappy things that happened in my secondary together with Malays. Please don't get the wrong idea. I'm not saying that Malays are bad, I do have a few good Malay friends, but it appears to be majority of them are badly disciplined, in terms of behavior. They do things using their own ways. As simple as that. So UM doesn't even exist in my list of Uni. In fact, I am scared to enroll in UM, even if I am offered a course which I attempt to get in. Why? Why not? If for non-bumiputra, which so happen that there is a few non bumiputra are able to get in, this will prove that you are so eligible, lucky and foremost, you have the intelligence. BUT as you know the standard drops alot, since the day my dad graduated from there. And the most crucial factor, which is they will descriminate other race. Maybe your friend who is currently pursuing his/her study in UM will deny it. And I will say it depends on luck. I kena lots of these things. So I have phobia.

Anyway, it's immoral to criticize other University without having solid reasons. Try not to accuse lecturer for not being dedicated or what, the power is in your hand, change yourself, in order to excel in Uni. Thats my word. But I don't do this unless I'm challenged.

Sorry for any misuse of language or have I offended you, dear readers. This is just my thought, my ideas and my personal opinion. In fact, I'm neither persuading nor criticizing, readers. You have the right to say what you want, so you may take this as reference. Nothing wrong.

Fight to live on...

I, as the imagine breaker,
will never fear death,
as death is just a process of life cycle,
even pain of thousand needle pierce through me,
I shall stand and protect my love one,
never fear death,
as it is just trick of the devils,
yes, i love dark powers, indeed,
but use it against the dark ones,

Stand, stand like a warrior,
nothing to be afraid as you are armored,
determination is the key,
the key to success, in everything,
even the win in battle,
pain, is nothing to me, as I realized,
yet, it is just another stupid ideas of the devils,
and yet, human is being deceived by them...
how useless, how powerless, humans are!!!

As what I believe you will never die,
even you are cursed or targeted by them,
come and let's have a solo fight,
even thousands of undead are infront of you...

So Grandma, just live it on, don't be afraid, if your will is to continue your life, just go ahead, I support you, don't be afraid of pain if you were, it's nothing, really nothing, pain, it's just a short duration of process, if you follow what you really believe in, it's just troublesome, if you can win the battle, the sun will, again shine upon you, try to extend your life, value it, I believe you can
F 9 the devil!!!! Show them how useless they are!!!


Good luck,
Yi Gang.
Grandson.

Now Oni i know...

Wah sai... now oni i know...

U know anot, there's a place, which is more likely a kampung, a modern with grey pavement kampung, which so happen to be my dad's hometown, not mine... a fishing village, with padi field...

yesterday, i went to my dad's hometown for wedding dinner, and guess wat? the bride and bridegroom, they are younger than me... by a year... follow chinese zodiac, they are horse while Im snake... now i don even have a girlfriend, and they are opposite lo... Suami isteri MAN!!!!

U cannot say that they DO wrong things and get married early... in fact they din do anything wrong or immoral... the bride is pretty and bridegroom is handsome... (but im more handsome) lol...jkjk
I admit im not handsome, since he is the bridegroom, i giv face to him... hahah lol...

kampung ppl are like tat one wor, my parents said one la.. this was my very first time i get to thiskind of wedding, whom bride and groom are younger than me..... kinda lame huh???

And so lucky i met my relatives, far away relatives, whom is said to have Doppelganger of me...
And do u guys know wat is Doppelganger??? its a phenomenon where U and the other u met together, which means the same face of urs...

Huh, weird right?
all my relatives said wah so look alike, but actually i don feel like lo... maybe some of my friends will say so, but i still don think look alike lo... having the chance to meet ur look-alike is such a wonderful thing, but ppl say when those meet up, bad things happen... same goes to the Anime KuroKami, go watch it...

and so happen altho my Doppelganger's dad is from sekinchan( my dad's hometown ), they then moved to KL... KL!!!
So coincidently,



I din meet him at kl b4....

lol...

ok back to wedding dinner... sory man, i din take any photo from the dinner, cz i din even bring camera, and my handphone sux, camera not clear one... but i shall say tat, now i realize kampung girl not bad oso la, they know make up and attend the dinner, super pro lo... lol... don think my dad's kampung so ulu la... got car one, got road one, got petrol pump one... lol

u know sekinchan boh? if dono nvm, tanjong karang? kuala selangor? sabak bernam? sure know gua.... so i would say most of the kampung girl they are not available anymore, but there are very little kacak guy there, so any guys who wanna find their 真命天女 can accompany me to there and find.... lol...

ok la
i wan stop liao

ragingrazor...

moody...

Things happened jus like tat...
Yesterday my ex call me up... indeed this really surprised me... I thought she wouldnt call me anymore. Sometimes feel like kinda regret when I just ended it up like tat...

That time I was playing gg- Garena, which is a virtual place for Dota-er to play dota together... And I think if I play very frequent my blood pressure surely increase alot... together with peat yesterday. Either lag or the players leave. Wat kinda shit is this la... play then enjoy la. When they kena killed, they blame each other and leave the game. zzz wat a coward...

back to here, she called me up because she's doing promotion for hotlink caller ring tone. She asked me to subscribe, to help her and so on lo... RM5 for initial month and RM3 for subsequent month.
Pls help me to help her lol...

Jus dial

*131*3*00261#

then tooot tooot and some one speak up and ur subscription is done...

Regret regret... and ewai say i so bad, a bad fellow. But redi past. and there is nothing i can done...
She is unavailable lol... haha, and she's working near pj utar and wanna come and find me... unfortunately, I'm at setapak utar lo, cannot meet up and say hi to her... haha...

aiks, forget about it...
Now im suffering cz I need to finish up all tutorial for 2 subjects... altho jus 2, but these subject can cause instant death due to the craziness and difficulty of the subjects... count like shit, lose mark like hell, and nothing goes up to heaven, all down to the hell....

at the very first moment, when u calculate something incorrectly, and u have the chance to say sayo nara liao... undoubtly, Die...


~mood~ below average, dono why...

Bad things. Real bad things.

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An interesting post...

What would your answer be if you are given these questions when you are applying scholarship online...???
I will not indicate which company or cooperate. Maybe I will get sued one leh...

1. If you are given a budget to make a movie, what role would you prefer to play in the production (director, producer, actor, scriptwriter, cameraman)? Why?

(Max 2000 characters) You have characters left.

2. What kind of work would you like to be involved in ten years from now?

(Max 2000 characters) You have characters left.

3. What is your favourite film, and why?

(Max 2000 characters) You have characters left.

4. What do you dislike about studying?

(Max 2000 characters) You have characters left.

5. How did you learn about our scholarship recruitment? (You may choose up to 2 answer(s))

A. Newspaper advertisement (The Star, Utusan Malaysia)
B. Poster and/or announcements at my school/college/university
C. Sime Darby corporate website
D. Scholarship websites
E. Word of mouth (parents/friends/seniors)


I don't think it is difficult for me... Just a piece of cake... ahahaha... Hopefully can get it la... If really come true then I will GREATLY SUPER DUPER HYPER ULTRA MAXI Happy liao la... Belanja u all makan oso tak de masalah... but oni limited to maggi goreng... hahaha, no shark fin soup... definitely not lo...

Wish me luck la, readers!!!

~Razor!~